The End is Near

I have not done very well on midterms this term, but the worst part is that I am still not very motivated to study hard for those finals. I work in a computer lab and have really nothing to do, so instead of using that time to study, I waste hours upon hours doing nothing on facebook or other websites. Even if I manage to get my work out in front of me, that computer screen is so alluring. On Monday nights, I work from 10:00-2:00am, but I'll get through maybe two problems of my math that is due the next morning at 10:00am. I end up waking up at 6:00am to try to figure out the crazy math that is involved with Matrix and Power Series Methods. This is a new thing for me, because I have always been fluent in numbers and equations. I don't know if I can't learn from my professor with the accent, or if it's because I can't find the connection to reality with these mathematical processes. My statics class is the only one that is going well. I really enjoy it because it is all real situations and I have to solve for real measurements. I am barely keeping my head above the surface in my other two classes. The weirdest part is that I don't feel like this stuff is to hard for me if I just put in a little effort. I just can't ever bring myself to sit down and work very long.

Finals are in a week...